Thursday I finally turned 40!

Back in March I had my 40th birthday. Everyone always dreads the Big 4-0 but i really wasn't. As the saying goes "your only as old as you feel" and i wasn't feeling 40. When I tell people my age they never believe that I am 40 and I say I am and i've earned all 40 for those years. For my sista's who have already reached the dreaded 4-0 you are feeling my pain but those of you young things, here's alittle something to look forward to. Anyway over the past 6 months, me being 40 hasn't been that big a difference , i mean every once in awhile i find it hard to get up after squatting or I've noticed a bulge at the waistline but nothing that bad, not to mention i took my only child to college this year (that's a whole nother note within it self). Well about 2 months ago at work I noticed that i was having trouble focusing on EOB's, at home I couldn't read the fine print on the medicine bottles and here lately i'm having trouble reading text messages on my phone. Well, Mark bought me some cute (he claims sexy but i think he was just being nice and trying to make me feel good) $1.00 reading glass at Ingles. I didn't want to believe that i needed them but i took them anyway. One day at work i put them on and what do you know, suddenly i could read the EOB's that were once a blur. I started wearing them everyday and for the most part i was reading everything with no problem. Well last week while wearing the reading glasses my left eye started twitching like i was having a muscle spasm and it followed with a terrible headache!! Oh no, my new eyes were failing me. what was i to do. I wasn't sure if i had vision insurance but found out yesterday that i did and call a Dr that i knew and made an appointment. They had a cancellation for today so i took the appointment. I took Courtney with me in case they needed to dilate my eyes so she could drive home. Well they called me back and this sweet lady started my eye exam. I was sailing through it and one eye was more weak than the other and i could see great far away. All in all she said that i had 20/20 vision but that i needed to see the doctor. Dr. Patton finally came in. He is a little man, very sweet and caring. He started his part of the exam. As he switched different things that i had to look through first with the right eye then with the left and finally with both, he would ask me can you see that on the wall, how about now, and now. I would answer each time as i could see. He would say oh Rebekah, you aren't giving me the right answer. I'm not real sure where my 20/20 vision went in a matter of 5 mins. After finishing the eye exam, Dr. Patton said well Ms Rebekah, it looks like you need BBBBIIIIFFFOOOCCCAAALLLSSS. I'm sorry what did you say I asked, he replies you need bifocals. Suddenly within an instant I had turned 40. No birthday cake, no friends or family, no black balloons, no surprise birthday party, just me and good ole Dr Patton. I said but Dr Patton i turned 40 this year if i have to wear glasses they are going to have to be sexy. He said oh you want the Sarah Palin glasses, i laughed and the next thing i know i was in the room picking out frames for my new Bifocals. I called Courtney in there to help me because you can always trust a teenagers opinion when it comes to fashion. With her help we decided on a pair that i hope will look nice but more than that i hope they will help me read especially my text messages, hahaha. I haven't really had time to grasp the new 40 year old me (don't have the glasses yet) but if the next 40 years are as fun as the past 40 years, then i will wear my new bifocals and wear them proud because i don't want to miss a thing.

Day one

I am going to start journaling daily. I may not have time to do it daily but im going to give it a try. Today Courtney and I went to the Maryville College game. It was a close game but Maryville won. It was sooo hot. Had tickets to the UT game but gave them to my friend Eric, he mowed my yard this week and I wanted to do something nice for him. Getting ready to go to a party at coach I's house so i better get off here for now. I'll continue later. Home now in bed watching football. Gas prices in Knoxville tonight are $4.99 a gallon (low grade). That is crazy!! Courtney has gone to the Bounce House for a party tonight. She is such a great girl. Never any trouble. Michael is at his dorm, watching TV. He wanted to come home this weekend but i talked him out of it because of gas being so high. He is very discouraged right now because he isn't getting to play football. He is red shirting this year. This is a great learning time for him. He needs to learn to be patient and work for something. His whole life he has been handed things where sports were concerned and he will hopefully come out of this a better man. He seems to be loving school. I am doing better than i thought i would with him being gone. I miss him alot but i know that he is happy and that makes me feel better. It helps having Courtney here. Well, i think i'm going to sleep. The sun drained me today! Goodnight all!